my last post till today, 18 day passed. in this 18 days, i feel the ups and down. i tot everything will be fine, but the truth is all is mine own imaginations. everything i think is just an imaginations. i like fall from sky today. what she told me, is so hurt. so hurt. i finally cry, the tears drop non stops. i cant stop myself from crying, why i`m so stupid... i should know that what i feel in that 18 days wont last long. but i forget, i being drive away by the happiness that i feel at that moment.
i don't how many times more i able to sustain such hurt. i really scared that one day, i might suicide. i really cant take it anymore. i think this time, i should really let go my hand, my heart. like what my mom told me, she is just a girl, and she just take me as a replacement when she don't have anyone to talk to. i think i should accept the truth. she not love me anymore.
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