I Being Fooled and Cheated

now i only know that i being treat like a fool again and again. i think i should be more cautious since she not honest with me. just dont understand why that i will fall for her again? because of sex? i believe yes. now i should learn how to treat her like how she treat me. just dont feel like be a backup again. just feel stupid bout this. enough is enough. i should treat someone that really love me and care me more then her. right now.

Is been something i left this blog....

Is been something i left this blog without any update. lol. i believe i am the only one that read this blog. today i login again. just to remind myself to control my emotion towards someone that u shouldn't have. kinda worry myself because feel that i starting to lost control of my emotion towards her. i need to be stay cool and calm. will be back again night time. please do forgive me for leaf this blog for so long.