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Almost a mont past, but I still can't totally get rid the feeling I have. I am too weak. I wish I can be as strong. I didn't realize that the Stop word can be so strong. It can be from a very close to be totally stranger. Is like we got no more bond between each other. 

What left is Q&A. Nothing more than that. I wish I can wake up and stronger faster. 

Trying to get my life back on track

Seems like I am the one that think we can go further but is only my own thinking. How silly I am. Hopefully I can feel nothing bout this complicated relationship anymore as she already told me that treat her as a friend like before. 

So I can just stop imagine or put on any hope to go further.

Dono why, before she went to Taiwan everything still consider doing fine. When she reach Taiwan still ok, but half way started to change. Can say totally no more update from her. Till she back, can feel that we are totally stranger to each other. For the whole 1 hour journey our conversation not even last for 5 minute. 

Seems like I really need to let go, hold it longer will just causing me more hurt.

A new old me

Seems like I abandon this blog for a very very long time. How long or why so long obviously because I never got such a eno feeling for a very long time. And recently the feeling is back and it's because I fall for someone I shouldn't. And I very very clearly being rejected by the person but dono why I still thickened my skin and stick to that person and act nothing.

Feel shame of myself.

I still the idiot

is being sometimes i stop writing anything here. is like i finally let go. but after awhile, i just discover that i never let go. the feeling still there. i dono what should i write anymore, is just like i locking myself in a box waiting to be rescue. sometime i wish that i am someone easy come easy go. so i can just freaking let go everything that i don feel valuable.

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I Being Fooled and Cheated

now i only know that i being treat like a fool again and again. i think i should be more cautious since she not honest with me. just dont understand why that i will fall for her again? because of sex? i believe yes. now i should learn how to treat her like how she treat me. just dont feel like be a backup again. just feel stupid bout this. enough is enough. i should treat someone that really love me and care me more then her. right now.

Is been something i left this blog....

Is been something i left this blog without any update. lol. i believe i am the only one that read this blog. today i login again. just to remind myself to control my emotion towards someone that u shouldn't have. kinda worry myself because feel that i starting to lost control of my emotion towards her. i need to be stay cool and calm. will be back again night time. please do forgive me for leaf this blog for so long.