Emo

My first time feel the emo feeling. Don`t know why, i feel so emo. Maybe is because i miss someone i should not miss or i don have the right to miss her anymore.

When she beside me, i can feel what so called love and happiness. But i think i`m the one who only feel so and take her as someone special. When she stay at my house, the way she treat me, is like i`m someone special to her. But she went back to her own house on Wednesday, i can feel that my life is missing something, like u have a 10000 pieces of puzzle....but u missing a piece. And u desperate to find that missing pieces.

My friends told me that, she not worth to be miss or be love. Because they say she not even treat me as a normal friend. Just when she need a place to hide from something then she will come and look for me. All my friend call me stupid because i always let her do that to me. Honestly i don`t mind..... do i need to mind? i don`t know.... What i know now is that is she make me feel emo and no mood for few days.

I got try to call her just now, ask izzit possible if we have a chat? Guess what, she replied that she no mood to chat with me. Gosh.... what i`m to her? or am i just a place for hiding? i really don`t know. Now i hope that i can get rid of this feeling ASAP.

Is stupid to say like this but, i will still say it. GOD and ANGELS, please give me strenght to go through this........please!!